Kxxin's Attic

CNY 2010_Kelantan

2011-04-09T04:39:00.005+08:00

Short one, just to jot down where I went in CNY 2010

Kelumpang > Cameron Highlands > Kota Bahru >

Cameron Highlands > Kelumpang

Chinese Temple, Siam Temple, slept in a hotel,

Squeezed in a big cab, bought first pair of baju kurung,

ate nasi kukus, prayed and made wishes, and walked a lots ...

A huge wishing tree in a double dragon pearl temple

Lots of wishing sticks that formed a curtain for the tree

Here is mine, hanging dangerously there, and I hope it is still bleassing me

My studies, career, health and family...

I was greedy about all these... of course...

Back to grand ma house for lunch

A moment I wish to portrait in my mind that

how we are... so ''frank'' and ''naked'' to each others

As a - FAMILY...

I am missing my granny's charcoal boiled soup, right now...

Released out from the hazardous city, explore the virgin jungle...

2011-04-09T04:34:00.008+08:00

11th June 2010

Drove to National Park, Jerantut, Pahang

3 days 2 nights

Different type of experience from the sea and island,

more mysterious, unpredictable, calm, solemn,

Met the natives, definitely amazed by their way of living,

Gave birth at night without any med facilities or personnel,

not even light or tap water,

and the next day carrying her cute new born around,

eating wild plants and fruits,

still smiling so contently...

and compare to us, in the CITY,

We complain with harsh words when the electricity is not available

for just an hours...

Things that we should think about...

A Clear Thought... after drugs...

2011-04-09T03:45:00.013+08:00

Good morning, to kx and everyone.

It is 3 45 am, today is 09 April 2011.

Windy, not sure are the stars shining.

Been sick for 3 days,

body burned to 38.2C,

shivering and soaking in the sweat at the same time under the burning sun,

but still managed to finish lecture, do paperwork,

see doc, send laundry, pack food,

before paralysed myself on the bed with drugs...

Now the drug effects is gone, and I could not sleep.

Laying on my bed,

memories keep flashing back,

deep and confusing thoughts playing in mind,

complication of feeling arose and subsided.

What I did?

What I have done?

What I've been doing?

What should I do now...

Seems to have a clue yet not sure am I on the right tract.

Undeniable, I am a slow learner, and...

perhaps of fate OR because of just ''me'' the main factor,

I seem to be fated to learn things in a harder way?!!

Was I too pampered in the past or

it's just toO challenging for me to overcome all these.

It will be a new chapter soon,

hopefully when 1 day I look back, I will just smile and amused myself with,

How silly, childish, indecisive, immature, I was ...

and step forward confidently, wiser towards to future.

Ya, before I am getting too old, forgetful+lazy,

and Permanently Head Damaged myself,

I should jot down some memories here...

sweet, awful, meaningful, happy, sad, etc.

as much I could ...

Bye, kx_4 23am_09 April 2011,

Let's Welcome, the NEW kx,

Mon amour, bonne journee...

Self-motivation

2010-11-19T19:47:00.003+08:00

Guard me from making mistakes,

Grant me the courage to admit my failure,

Give me the faith to continue task given,

Guide me the way to the next milestone...

I need to be stronger, wiser and better than yesterday.

Stayed at Port Dickson

2009-12-18T16:20:00.007+08:00

For the first time, staying at Port Dickson for field trip.

Stayed at Admiral Resort village (being upgraded / forced??), had fun,

although being scolded for accepting for offer. *erm*

Just photos... Starting from Admiral Resort Village,

where I have spent my night...

From my window

They actually have 2 swimming pools, tennis court, spa,

pet farm (with genuine pigs, peacocks, chicken, rabbits...) , spice garden etc...

Admiral Cove Hotel, where I supposed to stay...

From the lobby

Towards the yacht club

Admiral Cove Hotel at night

The end... and more to be discovered...

My baby_2

2009-08-06T23:29:00.005+08:00

Should post his pic earlier, but did not take any pics...

So that day, took... not one but a lots, with his other friends too...

Share them with you.

Coolest combination

In any angles...

New friends_August

2009-08-06T22:58:00.006+08:00

New Friends are coming...

Err... Where am I now? *blurr-ing*

Hey, I am Snow, but not white, .... Snow brown...

Saw someone, go and have a look...

Hey you, can be friends? ...hmm, will consider...

Later only say 'YES'... *self-admiring* =>

Umm, what's that?

Another new guy...

More are coming soon???

To be continued... Thanks, dear all...

A mind free moment - PD trip

2009-04-04T11:16:00.008+08:00

Went to Port Diskson twice for sample collection. Not really fun but still enjoyable. The beach was so quiet and calm. The weather of my second trip was remarkable well, that i really have the chance to experience the lifely underwaterworld. Took some photos, not pretty well, but still would like to record it.

I love being out there.

Cameron Highlands

2009-02-07T18:36:00.001+08:00

For people who know me, will say, she goes there quite often.
I have to admit, they are right...

Cameron Highlands is not a place that will surprise me much,
but i would say that i have spent quality time with my family there.

A place you can feel the cool breeze with the fragrance of tea leaves,
admire scenery full with green plants and wild flowers,
amazed by those British-style cottages with well cultured flower bed,
visit to farms and plantations,
and eat fresh vegetables and juicy fruits.

Even though, i am not interested in buying any vegetables or fruits,
but i like to see the colorful fruits and

vegetables neatly arranged on the stall,
and watch the stall owners deal with their buyers.

With simple outfit,

they are a group of people who earn with the simplest way,
with their own effort and energy.
Back to the very basic of living, that is what attracts me the most.

Nervertheless, the scene that I like the most and people that I love most...

2009, New Year Vision for me

2009-01-10T12:04:00.002+08:00

First of all, secure my job,

or should I say put more effort in it (or find a better one),

so that I will be able to feed myself and my baby, and my bills,

Build a better self,

Learn more, read more and equip myself for the future,

focus on my goal and go for it.

More time for friends and family. Cherish them.

Do some charity works, perhaps...

Be happier and content.

Happy New Year, Dear all.

My Baby Boy

2009-01-10T11:47:00.003+08:00

From now on, even though I starved myself,

I have to feed him.

Starting today, even though I do not spend for myself,

I have to spend for him.

I can fall sick, but him? please don't.

I can get hurted or bruises, for him? Have to take extra care.

AND the most important thing is

Hope he wont be so curious and follow the strangers.

I really could not bear to lose him, my baby.

892, be nice and listen to mummy. Muakkss.

Really wanted To...

2008-11-12T22:34:00.004+08:00

From my heart,

I really wanted to update something here.

In my mind,

for a million times, I had the idea but I give up.

Out of my expectation,

Things really go wrong sometimes.

Therefore, I waited and still waiting.

Hope to share with you the good news, happy moment and a new start.

I know, I am that stubborn,

but the strength supports me to go through.

My dear all,

wait for the moment for me to utter my blissfulness,

I will and I am sure for the arrival of this moment ...

Missing you

2008-08-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

Dear, i miss you.

Your smile,
how you giggle when chatting with your girl friends,

Your voice,
how you voice out loud when you only care about your own feelings,

Your gesture,
how you carry yourself when you really don't bother about others.

Really miss yu, and H.B.D., Dear.
1042pm.

My 'Q' life

2008-07-28T13:55:00.012+08:00

It has been more than 1 month. From a free and easy student life, my world has been transformed into this monotonous and repetitious office life. Every day, wake up, have breakfast, travel to office, sit in my cubicle, lunch, sit for a few more hours then travel back home. From a care-free student role, now i have to be more serious and solemn. I am trying to adapt into new life. Still trying hard to...

Most of the time, i will play my new role suiting the new environment which i am not familiar with. (Believe me, it is hard, although i am a dull enough person.) However, sometimes, i find that i just cannot help myself from revealing the inner me unconsciously. For example,

Maybe due to the job role or profession, my colleagues used to appear in light/soft colored and plain designed formal attire. Carry themselves in a respectful and polite manner. But me??? Let have a look at my table first...

Here. are. my. things. From BLACK pencil case with childish key chain ;> , BLACK-white pen drive with childish++ stripe, BLACK bottle, BLACK hand phone until whole set of BLACK-gray desktop. ps: luckily still missing my bangkok trip, so added in some warm colors there.

and how do i look at work???

Ahhmm, so that 's me. First of all, i declare, i am not vain. hehe... Just to show you that I cannot avoid being BLACK, DARK brown, gray, turquoise and blue. Half of the my closet is filled with these kind of DARK/strong colored clothes. I am just so odd in my office among those light pink, peach and yellow ladies. gOSH!

Therefore, when time i am going through the confusing moment, i will peek through the window to have a look.

The cloudless sky and bright sun will always comfort me.

That's the view of the canteen where i have my lunch, needless to say that

FOODS comfort me too.
WAAkakaka...

Great day ahead, for those who are sitting in your cubicle or lab. Cheers.

A City of Great Charm_Bangkok III

2008-06-08T20:04:00.008+08:00

Next stop, we went to floating market.
The feeling of eating + boating + shopping ???
Fun + busy!!!
It is not that easy to cope all these at the same time,

We are super =p

I love all the soup noodle i had in Bangkok,

Beef, Pork, Fish, Pathai...

In the afternoon, we went to World Wall II and Jeath War Musuem near River Kwai.

Here, ends my sweet memories in Bangkok.

--The End--

A City of Great Charm_Bangkok II

2008-06-08T16:31:00.011+08:00

Ayuthaya

Ayuthaya is a place worth for you to visit,
if you are a person who can appreciate architecture, art and history.

You'll be amazed by those Thai style-chedi and statues,
Western and Chinese-style mansions,
oil paintings of the King statue and Thai legendary story,
massive ebony furniture,ornamented tiled floors and
delicate fretwork on the windows and doors.

Bang Pa-in Palace or Summer Palace, is one of the Thai Royal Palace.
It is really a palace of romance,

with fine garden and well-designated buildings.
Even the names of these buildings sound so artistic.

The God King Goes Forth Gate (Devaraj-Kunlai)

By the lakeside

The Divine Seat of Personal Freedom (Aisawan-dhipaya-asana Pavilion)

The Sages Lookout (Ho Withun Thasana Tower)

View from tower

View of Heavenly Light
(Phra Thinang Wehart Chamrun, Royal Residential Hall)
from the tower

Wat Yai Chaya Mongkol, the Great Temple of Auspicious Victory,
we went there on Wesak Day. It was a special moment for us.

Buddha statue

My dear travel mates are praying sincerely

without me

A City of Great Charm_Bangkok I

2008-06-08T15:54:00.011+08:00

Bangkok, for me , it is a colorful city with passionate people.

I did not expect much for the trip, however it turned out amazingly fun.
The surrounding, the people, the food and the language are so attractive,
I was like a little kid in the toy shop, sO eXcited.
Just couldn't take my eyes off of them.

Wat Po (The Reclining Buddha)

Statue from Wat Po.

Chakri Maha Prasat, one of the building in Grand Palace.

View of the busy Chao Phraya River. Behind is the Wat Arun.

View of busy traffic with colorful taxi.

We gave names to the colorful cabs,
Pink cab = Pink Panther, Yellow & Green cab = Subway,
White & Pink cab = Lollipop
Cute, right? Looking forward for more pictures...

Future. Path.

2008-04-13T13:01:00.005+08:00

对于未来，迷路的我，想飞。

关于梦想，傍徨的我，想逃。

速食人生，疯狂世界，
我好想好想飞, 逃离这个地方，
离开地球表面，
我要找回我自己，
自信的我，坚强的我，
最初的我。

希望在五月的天里，
你会看见带着微笑的我，
回到这里，回到生活。

找到我的路，走下去，
继续下去，
我的梦想，
我的未来。

A Gift from the Nature

2008-04-12T22:23:00.010+08:00

I was quite excited when i had this idea in my mind to create the post.
It would be a pretty post, with colors, with fragrance ,
with the feeling of spring.

I still remember how excited and content i was
when i had my first bouquet of sunflowers.
Sweet smile was on my face the whole day
and i could not hide the cheerfulness in me.

A bouquet of flowers lifts up a woman's spirit,
bring you a bright and cheerful mood,
so here i present a gift from the nature to you,
not diamond not pearl,
but a feeling of great happiness and joy.
Let's share it together...

Cherish it, hope it will bright up your day.

Island fever_Tioman

2008-04-03T15:52:00.018+08:00

Went to tioman last weekend.
I have to admit, i really do like island.

Beside the beach,

i enjoy the sea breeze, the shinning sun, the soft sand,
the sound of the tide...

In the water, i swim slowly. Enjoy every movement i made to swim around.
Feel the currents of sea water whenever i made a kick or waved my arms.

Under the sea, i look for unique corals, chase after colorful fishes and
admire the world under the water.

Nothing disturbs the peaceful current of the life in the island.

Therefore, i rested and relaxed, my mind, my heart, my body, my soul.
Escaping from my real life made every single cell of mine amused.

Sunset in front of our room

Last but not least, i'll end my first post with my cute bikini. Music please...

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arrrh
arrrhs?
arrrhss??!!

yes!!! Just, my bikini, guys.

Au revoir, mon amie.