09 April, 2011

CNY 2010_Kelantan


Short one, just to jot down where I went in CNY 2010
Kelumpang > Cameron Highlands > Kota Bahru >
Cameron Highlands > Kelumpang
Chinese Temple, Siam Temple, slept in a hotel,
Squeezed in a big cab, bought first pair of baju kurung,
ate nasi kukus, prayed and made wishes, and walked a lots ...


A huge wishing tree in a double dragon pearl temple



Lots of wishing sticks that formed a curtain for the tree



Here is mine, hanging dangerously there, and I hope it is still bleassing me
My studies, career, health and family...
I was greedy about all these... of course...



Back to grand ma house for lunch
A moment I wish to portrait in my mind that
how we are... so ''frank'' and ''naked'' to each others
As a - FAMILY...



I am missing my granny's charcoal boiled soup, right now...

Released out from the hazardous city, explore the virgin jungle...


11th June 2010
Drove to National Park, Jerantut, Pahang
3 days 2 nights



Different type of experience from the sea and island,
more mysterious, unpredictable, calm, solemn,








Met the natives, definitely amazed by their way of living,
Gave birth at night without any med facilities or personnel,
not even light or tap water,
and the next day carrying her cute new born around,
eating wild plants and fruits,
still smiling so contently...


and compare to us, in the CITY,
We complain with harsh words when the electricity is not available
for just an hours...



Things that we should think about...

A Clear Thought... after drugs...


Good morning, to kx and everyone.
It is 3 45 am, today is 09 April 2011.
Windy, not sure are the stars shining.

Been sick for 3 days,
body burned to 38.2C,
shivering and soaking in the sweat at the same time under the burning sun,
but still managed to finish lecture, do paperwork,
see doc, send laundry, pack food,
before paralysed myself on the bed with drugs...

Now the drug effects is gone, and I could not sleep.
Laying on my bed,
memories keep flashing back,
deep and confusing thoughts playing in mind,
complication of feeling arose and subsided.

What I did?
What I have done?
What I've been doing?
What should I do now...
Seems to have a clue yet not sure am I on the right tract.
Undeniable, I am a slow learner, and...
perhaps of fate OR because of just ''me'' the main factor,
I seem to be fated to learn things in a harder way?!!
Was I too pampered in the past or
it's just toO challenging for me to overcome all these.

It will be a new chapter soon,
hopefully when 1 day I look back, I will just smile and amused myself with,
How silly, childish, indecisive, immature, I was ...
and step forward confidently, wiser towards to future.

Ya, before I am getting too old, forgetful+lazy,
and Permanently Head Damaged myself,
I should jot down some memories here...
sweet, awful, meaningful, happy, sad, etc.
as much I could ...



Bye, kx_4 23am_09 April 2011,

Let's Welcome, the NEW kx,

Mon amour, bonne journee...




19 November, 2010

Self-motivation

Guard me from making mistakes,
Grant me the courage to admit my failure,
Give me the faith to continue task given,
Guide me the way to the next milestone...

I need to be stronger, wiser and better than yesterday.

18 December, 2009

Stayed at Port Dickson


For the first time, staying at Port Dickson for field trip.
Stayed at Admiral Resort village (being upgraded / forced??), had fun,
although being scolded for accepting for offer. *erm*

Just photos... Starting from Admiral Resort Village,
where I have spent my night...


From my window


They actually have 2 swimming pools, tennis court, spa,
pet farm (with genuine pigs, peacocks, chicken, rabbits...) , spice garden etc...








Admiral Cove Hotel, where I supposed to stay...

From the lobby





Towards the yacht club









Admiral Cove Hotel at night




The end... and more to be discovered...